Silken Return

Weeks went on and I was getting nowhere with Mike. Sure, a couple of nights each week we would find ourselves parked in the trees off of some dirt backroad, talking about the girls we wanted to fuck and masturbating to them, which still got my heart racing as I watched Mike stroke that beautiful cock, but I still wanted more. Now and then I would jokingly bring up sucking each other, but a quickly replied “nah” always dropped the idea in its tracks.

To this day I don’t know what brought about the change in Mike. Sometimes I wonder if he had an experience with someone else. Maybe he just kept thinking about it as I did until he got brave enough to make the move that night. We were dragging main in his mom’s Ford Explorer, which we never drove around, but this would prove to make this night one of the most exciting of my life. It was getting late, and as usual when we were hanging out, about an hour before it was time to call it a night one of us would mention something about beating off before we went home. I can’t recall who said it this night. By now we had a pretty good routine going on! On the way out of town we would pull up to a gas station and grab a few paper towels from by the gas pumps to clean up our mess with. “Flagging” we called it, since when we were done with it we tossed the evidence in the trees. Well, we made our quick stop, and this night headed for a secluded, unused gravel pit a couple of miles from town.

Once parked, we went back to the routine we were so comfortable with by now. We leaned our seats back, then each wiggled our jeans down a bit. We never pulled them down very far, just about to the knees, just enough to get our boxers down enough to get our cocks out. I loved this part…I loved watching him take it out and slowly work that limp, beautiful dick into the raging hard on that I craved. I don’t know how he could not notice me watching him, but then again, I had always felt like he was looking at me working mine as well. By now, I didn’t even want to ask anymore, I knew he wasn’t in to it. So I was just going to watch. I wanted to savor watching him work up to it, watching his chest as he breathed more heavily, watching him squirm as he began to cum, then pushing myself to climax as I watched his cum squirt on that yummy belly.

I was so into it that I didn’t even hear him at first until I snapped out of it. “Do you want to suck it a little?” he asked quietly. The shock I felt go through my body was unexplainable, pure excitement! But I had to play this cool, I didn’t want to lose what I had waited for months for. “Um, yeah, I will try it” I replied as if I was hesitant. “We can try it, and if we can’t handle it we don’t have to keep doing it” Mike said. “Yeah, that sounds good. I will try first if you want” I said, knowing that if I told him I could handle doing it maybe that would help his confidence with sucking mine. “OK” Mike replied, sliding down his pants a little more and situating himself in the seat to give me better access to it. Here we go, I can’t believe this is happening at this point, I finally have the invitation to what I have been craving, it’s just inches away from me and it is mine! So, I haven’t sucked a dick before. Even though I want it so bad I am so nervous that I am shaking. By now I had watched plenty of gay porn and had a good idea, but still I wondered if I really could stand to have it in my mouth. I reached over and took his rock hard cock in my hand, holding it at the base. Oh, it felt sooo good to have it back in my hand! I slid in my seat to get down to it easier, then slowly leaned in, the head of that beautiful cock so close to my lips. I paused to savor the smell, that musky, kind of pre-cum smell (in fact I think it did have a bead of pre-cum on the tip). That smell, that’s all it took…I was driven by my craving now and I took his cock into my mouth. That kind of rough texture that I felt on the head of his dick the couple of times I had stroked him, it felt absolutely amazing in my mouth now. I could feel his cock throb as I sucked him slowly, I was loving every minute of it! I had to remind myself that for right now we were just “trying it out”. I came up and looked at him, “yeah, it isn’t so bad. I can handle doing it”. “OK, let me try” Mike responded.

I hadn’t really thought about this. I had been so focused for so long on sucking his cock that I hadn’t really thought that much about him doing it to me. I sat back in my reclined seat, tugging my pants down so that I could spread my legs and give him full access. I found myself shaking again, I even jumped slightly when he touched my cock. “You OK?” Mike asked. “Oh, yeah, sorry, just getting comfortable”. With that Mike leaned down and took me into his mouth. The warmth I felt when his mouth went around me, I will never forget that. As I watched him suck me I wanted to touch him, to pull his shirt off and let him know how good it felt. Of course I couldn’t do that yet. As I was lost in him I came to again as he lifted up, “I can do it“, he said. As I was searching where to go with this next he beat me to it, “do you want to get in the back? We can lay down the seats where we will have more room”. My mind raced “no fucking way” I thought to myself. Is this really happening? “Yeah, that’s a good idea”. And with that, we were both quickly in the back of the Explorer laying the seats down. Now that we were set, I noticed that Mike was laid down opposite of me. I looked at him and he saw the question in my eyes. “We can do it to each other at the same time” he said. OMG…a 69! Only in my wildest dreams! I’m about to fulfill 2 of my fantasies with him in the same night.

As I lay down beside Mike I noticed him pushing his pants and boxers down to his ankles, so I did the same. I was so anxious, but even before I had his cock back in my mouth his was around mine again. I moved in and took him back into my mouth, and I heard him moan softly as I did so. That moan with my cock in his mouth, I could feel it go all the way up my spine. As I sucked his cock I couldn’t help but look up and down his body. I loved his long, skinny legs, his muscular, defined hips, that six pack stomach that I could only see part of. I loved what I could see of his smooth ass, he was much less hairy than I on his ass. I wanted so bad to see the rest of it, to grab it even. I was enjoying all of him, I began to lick the tip of his cock, licking his shaft, even his balls. I felt Mike stop his work on me then he whispered, “don’t tease me…just suck it”. Those words…so dirty to me, so exciting. I promptly went back to work on him, finding it hard to focus with the amazing blow job I was also getting, which was my first, man or woman. I thought I was doing such a worse job on him than he was doing on me, I had no sooner thought that than he stopped and said , “fuck, I’m going to cum bud”. With that he reached down, moving me away from his cock and grabbing the shaft. He rolled over to his back and I got a front row seat as I watched him blow a huge load of cum onto that hard stomach, that delicious cock spirting cum just inches from my face. That sent me over the top as I felt my body shiver. I rolled over and shot a load that went clear up to my chest. I had never cum so hard before. I lay there, gasping for breath, unaware that Mike had also been propped up watching me cum. When our eyes met, he awkwardly reached up front to grab our “flagging” to clean up. I don’t think he had meant to let me see him watching me. I’m sure he was as lost in the moment as I was. We cleaned up and headed home, talking casual conversation just as nothing had happened.

But at home I lay in bed reliving that thrilling experience! I found myself beating off again, within an hour of what we had just done. Of course in my mind I was playing everything else I wanted to do to him as I pleasured myself to the thought of him. I imagined kissing his body, grabbing that smooth, round, firm ass, even taking his load of hot cum in my mouth. I wanted more, and I felt like it would come eventually just as this night had. As I thought of all of this I came again, not as hard as I had with him, but this one left me shaking when I was done. As I lay there I rubbed my fingers in my cum, then I licked them, imagining it was his cum on my fingers. Would I ever really do that?

I wasn’t going to wait as long this time, I wanted Mike more than ever and I had to have it soon. But as it would turn out I had to wait for over a week! Things just never worked to hang out as soon as I wanted. I found myself beating off to him every night in many different fantasies. Finally, a week after the best night of my life, I invited him to go out shooting. I knew he was free, and I didn’t want to wait until dark. What a better way to have a reason to get out away from town! Mike picked me up again, this time in his dad’s truck. I was a bit disappointed, hoping for another round in the explorer. Oh well, I was still going to get what I wanted. As we drove out to the west side of town, as we always did we started talking about girls. We drove along, shooting here and there as we went, continuing to talk about the girls we wanted, both of us getting hornier as we went on. Finally I said it, “fuck man, I need to beat off, I’m so horny right now”. “Yeah, me too man, I was just thinking that” mike replied. I suggested we head to a friend’s farm, a place I had been several times since I had worked for the guy before. It was summer, nobody would be around there since he only kept cows there in the winter, and it was quite hidden from main roads. We crossed the bridge of the canal, and parked behind a small hill out of sight. We settled in like always, seat back, jeans and boxers sliding down to the knees. That day was so hot! I remember sweating partly due to the heat, partly to nerves. It was going to be me this time. Hell, Mike wasn’t even hard when I said it, “do you want to suck it”? “Um, we can’t, I’m not hard yet”. “Oh that’s not a problem” I said, “I can take care of that”. I caught myself…I can’t believe I said that! Did I say to much…was it too “gay”? Did it scare him? Mike leaned back, sliding his jeans down a bit more, “OK, if you want to”. What a relief! I wasted no time. I leaned over and took his soft cock in my mouth. I swirled my tongue around it as I sucked, I figured this was the time to tease a bit to get him hard. I couldn’t help but look up at him. His head was rolled back, his eyes closed, he was really enjoying this. That gave me a ton of confidence, and made me so much harder myself as well. His delicious dick was coming to life in my mouth and I loved it! I wanted so much more, but I was so scared to do too much and scare him off. However, as I sucked him I changed my position a bit, and this gave me a reason to put a hand on his leg. He didn’t object in the least bit by word or by action. I even squeezed his leg a bit and slid my hand around on it as I sucked him.